Novartis (mushroomflowers) wrote in cleverselfharm,

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Heya. New here.. I've been Si-ing for about five years now.. mostly cutting with razorblades/compasses/saftey pins/this metal, sharp-edges desk I have/misceleneous sharp objects/exacto knives. I was requested to stop about four weeks or more ago.. I've lasted this long which is miraculous to my own standards. Read up a bit before joining.. another contribution to the perfume idea is antibacterial shit, you know.. the stuff that goes from liquid to foam. Stings like a bitch on any cut, and keeps away infection. I'm all for Si but infection isn't my thing. An idea is to take up a rough sport and wear as little protective padding as possible, for example I play polo and get the shit beaten out of me. Pissing off the horse makes him bite you, which hurts for a while. Get an abusive relationship, or just abusive friends. Throw cutting parties. Burn yourself after you cut. Or any old time. I've learned that cutting chunks of skin out of sensative areas, or even just the wrist, hurts quite a bit. I use a normal razorblade |[shaving razor.. still attatched]| and quick movements on a diagonal really get the job done. Bleeds a lot, but I doubt anyone in this community is afraid of a little suicide. I'm actually looking for suggestions. Anything beside cutting I can try? I gave away my razors and can't get new ones. Over protective family would simply catch on to buying boxcutters and whatnot. Also I don't really want to be a slave to bracelets to cover up wrist slashes again, I've been through that enough. Just anything that'll hurt.. that's what I want. ::sighs:: Okay, I guess I'm done here for now. Thanks for reading.
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